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and I'm glad I know, and now you know as well :)
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I'm not sure where things are going, but I'm living it one day at a time. Who knows what'll happen and I've given up trying to figure it out.
Let it roll.
I'm on a bunch of meds now. They're okay, I like them. I guess they work too cause I keep getting more and the doctors are all happy. I don't notice much of a difference except I'm not blundering about all drunk.
Instead I'm just losing my mind.
I'm bored.
I'm in need of new peoples.
I gotta get out of this house.
I've got some ideas.
I've got a good friends who might throw down with us on an apartment which would totally rock. He's straight edge too so that would be extra benificial. I wont have to worry about a liar or cheater.
I guess I have to admit something though... I am given the opportunities to meet new people but I choose not to accept them because of various reasons.. I want to meet people more like me...not just someone whos also got kids because I'm not like a lot of moms.. I'm real. I'm just realizing this is no daydream.
I've still got Melissa, and Heather, and Adam. More people talk to me everyday. I guess I'm just being all down in the dumps cause I never leave the house anymore...but I'm going shopping on friday..so I'll be happy. I got over 100 dollars to spend at Jcpenney yay.
Emery's going to wake up soon. We just got him a beautiful crib and bedding set with stars and moons on it. Very cute. He loves his new bed. He's crawling so fast that you can hardly keep up and he's got 5 sharp teeth. He's growing up so fast ahhhh!
I guess I'm just updating cause I got a computer back in my room again.
so I guess good things are happening
oh and I lost 16 pounds!
I was 156 now I'm 140!
the meds are good for something too I guess.
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| Happy Mother's Day who would have ever thought I'd be in this positon. Did I really ever believe that this would happen? Have I ever even known myself this whole time? And which one of you who reads this still knows me? if anyone reads this at all.... I've had a long time to think.... and I think that I've just been born. I've finally become alive. I have a life. It consists of my son, future husband, and myself.... I'm learning how to cope. Its great. I love it. Now I want more.... what does that mean? ***to be continued*** |
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| I don't have much time to write on here just yet.... I barely have enough time to get online at the moment. Newborns need so much attention :) I've finally had my son. Emery Elijah Overbaugh was born on April 9th 2008 at 1:40 p.m. He weighed 9lbs 2.6 oz and was 21 1/2 inches long. He's the most beautiful thing I've ever laid eyes on. I couldn't even begin to explain the love I have for him. Sorry to make this entry so short. |
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